April 11th

New life.

Stars when you shine you know how I feel.
Scent of the pine you know how I feel.
Oh freedom is mine.
And I know how I feel.


It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me.

He said to lose my life or lose my love.

Both lost. Drunk all week.

not at all

Early today I was remembering those days... it's been 3 years and a half and I realized nothing has changed. I don't know if that's good or not, I just know I haven't changed at all.

Dream Catcher

I'm about to get married, my dress is not white, it's like we had to plan it pretty fast. While we're waiting for our turn in Church, there are people together for the death of a friend's father. Before getting married I have to do one of three things: something I don't remember, take a piece of carrot cake, or stick a rose with a white eye on its petals into your eye; I find that really disgusting, and to see how the other people are having a hard time trying to stick the rose and throwing up at the same time, made me pretty sure I'll do the cake thing. Somehow I'm already married by the Church and then I see the groom driving us to the civil wedding. We got there and there's pink all over the place and my mother-in-law waiting for us.
Between wedding, cake, roses, vomit, blood, eyes, funeral, groom, bride, and other things... I find exciting the idea to get married but really scared by all of the other aspects.
Weird dream huh?

2 days

I can't be more excited and happier than I am right now, I mean, whatever, it's not like this is the highlight of my life, but I do get pretty excited to know that I'll be around his arms in just 2 days, not to mention that today is our monthly-anniversary, haha we don't get really like celebrating because if we do, we will be doing this for the rest of our lives, which is kinda fun, but why to celebrate just once a month? or a year? By now we don't see each other everyday, so whenever we have the chance to meet we make it awesome. I bet that this weekend will be.

Favorite band ever.

Besides their sound has changed in the past 6 years, I still love them to death. They're nothing alike as they were when they started, but they are for sure some genuine gentlemen (and pretty handsome I must say). They have evolved and grown, they change as the world does; no wonder why they are who they are, a band who's not staying in the past. Even though their sounds and melodies differ from their past songs, they have an unique way to make them awesome. Who would've thought that I was going to see 5 Star Wars fans as my life-savers? Neither do I. Ladies and gentlemen, My Chemical Romance.